Jon's awesome. Frightening. We were walking home from SARS-stock last night and on the hill watching the thousands of pedestrians was a young couple holding a tiny baby. I go gushy over babies and jokingly said something along the lines of "Aww, Jon, I want a baby!". Instead of laughing at it or freaking out, he just said "Well, we'll see after you finish school and I have my career started.", and kept walking as if he hadn't made plans for at least 4 years into the future. So why aren't I freaking out? I am strangely calm after last weekend with him, and am pretty sure we're going to last the two months that he's away. It's strange, I can see myself with him in four years. With Josh, yes I loved him very much, but I just couldn't see a future with him. We were going in seperate directions and wouldn't have been happy with each other. But with Jon, although he's not Mr. Perfect, he may be Mr. Right. I personally will not be making plans for the next 4 years, but the idea didn't frighten me, it enamoured me. Who knows...