Argh.... Getting annoyed.... Carol doesn't seem to appreciate the fact that Jon is leaving in two months, so he is my priority right now... And getting all this stuff organized for the move... Argh. BUT, in excellent news, it's Elvis Fest up in Collingwood this weekend, ya'll know my obsession! I want to have sex with an Elvis impersonator, that's my goal in life. I better get off work early today, I haven't even started packing yet, or doing my nails for that matter. My boyfriend is delicious. I just wish I wasn't quite so screwed up. I've got a great thing going for me right now, Jon is amazing and really cares about me. The two months though scares the hell out of me. He wouldn't cheat on me, I know that, but I'm not sure if I could go without cheating on him. Long distance is not my forte, hell, commitment isn't my forte. Josh and I couldn't do long distance and this distance is going to be even bigger. It's not the type of thing where I can pick up the phone and call him, if I need to talk to him I'd need to wait until he gets a hold of me. And even after he gets back, who knows how often he'll be up in Ottawa. He plans to be there a lot, but what if things change while he's in Europe? What if he changes, what if I change? What if I meet someone else? What if he does? I think my problem is that I have a hard time trusting the strength of our relationship. And it's not him I'm worried about, it's me.