So so so happy. Went to John's last night and it was amazing. I'm beyond crazy about him, and to give him a fair chance I'm going to stop seeing other people. Not that he's asked me to, it's a personal choice. Pick your jaws up off the floor. Little Miss Fear-of-Commitment (didn't she have a book?) has found someone that she can actually see herself with. Scary. Seriously, that's downright frightening. The biggest flaw I see with him right now is only that he lives over half an hour away. He cooked me an amazing dinner last night and was just so sweet and incredible. Wow. In one word, wow. For anyone that's been keeping track, the last time that I've even semi-devoted myself to a guy was back in October with Trevor. Even then though, I was still with Rob on weekends. I picked up something more than half-decent at the bar, imagine that! I'm smitten. He's coming out with me tonight, seeing as how it's MY BIRTHDAY. Hehe! I'm TWENTY! At least I rung it in in style this year...