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Tuesday, June 17, 2003

Blogging from work, that's how dead it's in here today! Getting kinda excited about my birthday this weekend! :) Friday night I'm going to John's place and he's cooking me dinner and then we might head out to the Brunney with Carol. Doubt we'll make it out of the house though... Saturday, I'm heading to Toronto to do some Ikea and clothes shopping with Carol and then we're heading to Alto Basso, a martini lounge in the heart of Little Italy (that's just for you, Chris!) and then off to Red Square, a vodka bar downtown. John's coming with... Feel bad for the mofo, to start dating me so soon to my birthday! I'm really starting to fall for him though... It's strange, I can just see myself with him. Wish he lived in town. Humph. He's going to teach me how to golf, can you imagine?! Yikes! FORE! That's like the only golfing skill I possess, the talent to yell "fore" at the top of my lungs. I think I would also excel in the areas of beer cart and stunt golf cart driving. Haha, I should get a video camera so you guys can see this!

I was watching For Love or Money last night, that new reality show where the girls know that they get a million dollars if he chooses them, but he doesn't know it. There's this one girl on it (they're down to four girls now), named Paige who's only 21 years old, making her 13 years younger than the guy. Definately a disadvantage for her. You can see her immaturity with the way she just gushes over the guy and is totally up on her own little cloud. She said that her date with her was absolutely perfect, and the best one she'd ever been on, neglected the fact that there was another girl on her dream date with her. Needless to say, her sickly sweetness is horrendeouslly annoying. But that's me. I am Paige. As much as I'd love to see her kicked off, I can relate. I meet a guy and just fall head first and think about it later. She was the first one to actually like him, instead of just going for it for the money like the other girls. Is that so wrong? It won't win her the game, that's for sure and it probably won't win her the guy. I think that says something about me. But then again, I think it says something about me that I can relate to people on reality shows.