Oh dear, I abandoned my blog for two weeks. That's what it's like up here though, it's not like at work where I had nothing better to do. There's SO much stuff going on right now, that it would be impossible to do that many updates and I just gave up. I should just choose a subject and focus. And, you won't be surprised, the subject right now is guys. I miss Jon a lot. Not on a boyfriend level, just to have him to talk to and to hug... It's strange. I don't think we'll be back together when he gets back, I'm pretty sure. I just miss him. I've gotten 3 e-mail from him since he left, and that's only a few lines on the bottom of the group e-mail that he sends out, that're dedicated to me. He says he's sent me 5 postcards, I haven't gotten any. I haven't gotten any e-mails just for me. And I definately haven't gotten any phone calls. I know he's out there having the time of his life, but it's just that my life has changed so much in the past month that when he comes back he's just not going to fit in. He hasn't asked me about my classes, my apartment, my sanity, anything. It doesn't bother me a whole bunch... But in a way it really does.