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Tuesday, July 08, 2003

I had the scariest dream yesterday. My house was a mansion and I was there late at night with my mother and Carol. Jon called and said that he was coming over. When the car pulled up and he started to get out of the car, I could tell it wasn't him because of the shoes that he was wearing. I could tell it was Rob, the "ballroom dancer" that I met on the weekend. My cell phone rang, and sure enough, it was Rob. I was getting freaked out because I had never given him that number. He admitted that he was outside and couldn't understand why I found that creepy or scary, he was just being spontaneous. Since I had never given him my address, I was understandly angry and told him to leave. I then got in my car and drove around a bit to try to clear my head, but I was shaking. I wasn't in any state to drive so I went home. Carol and my mother were in the living room and my mother was tring to make a call. There was no dial tone. I was trying to fix the phone when I could hear someone breathing on the other end, it was Rob. He was explaining how he wants to see me and how much he cares for me. I flipped out on him and when my mother could see how upset I was, she got an idea of the situation and got me to call the police. That's about when I woke up, when the 911 operator answered the phone.

So what does this mean? Kelly and Jordan's opinion that Rob is creepy may be true? Overactive imagination? Second time I've dreamed about Rob since I met him on Saturday. Hmmm.... Creeped me out though, I was acting strange all night after that.

Had a nice long talk with Jon last night, things are going great. Looking forward to seeing him. This is sad, I don't like going a week without him.