People can tell how much I like guys by how smiley I am thinking about them. Joey has that. He called tonight and we talked for a long time about everything and nothing. Now, hours later, I still have a huge grin. It's been a while since I've had a guy that can do that for me. Scott had it, Brendan sort of has it and I think it could get worse, but I'm like a lovesick schoolgirl when it comes to Joey. He says he misses me and he's looking forward to seeing me this weekend, and I just lose all mental stability. Plus, someone is smiling down on me and Joey has quit one of his jobs, which means that he'll have a night off that I'm there. How do I lose 20lbs. in two days? Yikes! I'm starting to get tired of not having a job. I'm meant to live a frivolous life, not this jazz. I'm sorry Chris, I talked about guys again. I think I'm obsessed.