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Saturday, May 24, 2003

So Chris and I had this discussion today about why I'm dysfunctional. I've come to the conclusion that it is I and not my relationships that is dysfunctional. Careful case study has come to this conclusion time and time again. Chris' theory is that in my search for perfection, I need a ton of guys because each of them has an element of perfection and together they are the perfect guy. True enough, but I went out with Josh for a long time knowing that he's far from perfect. Had an extremely strange night at JJ's the day before yesterday, I'm not going to go into it because I don't quite get it myself. Went up to Barrie last night with Kelly. Brendan is absolutely adorable. He got hit on at the bar non-stop by this creepy looking guy and I don't think I've laughed that hard in a long time. He looked sooo uncomfortable and it was hysterical because the guy couldn't care less about Kelly or I. Kelly was trying to teach this really funny guy how to cha-cha, and I was just laughing at everyone on the dance floor and at Brendan. Sorry, Chris told me I have to stop talking about guys on this thing. My car repairs cost me 300$ and I am flat broke. Sponsor me.