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Wednesday, October 30, 2002

I see: a blue glittery dildo and wonder who put it in my room

I need: a hug

I want: sex

I have: king tao chicken with steamed rice in my fridge

I wish: my leg wasn't asleep

I love: my other leg that chose to stay awake

I hate: waiting for the friggin' phone to ring

I miss: Linz and orange chicken with fried rice

I fear: falling out of my bed at night, it's way up there

I feel: like chicken tonight

I hear: the Primative Radio Gods and the mellowing hum of the heater

I smell: king tao chicken with steamed rice and Givenchy perfume

I crave: see "I want"

I search: for the answer to this Economics problem, begeez!

I wonder: who designed this building in which the windows do not open

I regret: ... ask me when I'm dead



When was the last time I ...

Smiled?: When I saw the suite's dildo on my chair

Laughed?: 10 minutes ago, I left a stupid mesage because I thought I'd have the option to delete it when I was done but noooo...

Cried?: Last time I was home and Joshy hugged me

Bought something?: Hmm... I've been behaving myself actually. Oh, cover charge at the club on Saturday.

Danced?: More like grinded... See answer above... Ooh that was a drunken night, note I did not purchase drinks.

Were sarcastic?: Moi? Sarcastique? Mais, jamais!

Kissed someone?: In the wee hours this morning... Good kiss too...

Talked to an ex?: Last night

Watched your favorite movie?: A couple of months. That reminds me to steal it from Josh this weekend.

Had a nightmare?: Saturday night, hahahaha!



Favorite...

Number: 3

Color: wine

Place: under my desk or London, England

State: so far, California

Country: Linz, Europe is not a country! LOL! I'd say England.

Book: Bridget Jones' Diary, it's me in ten years!

Game: foreplay, definately, hahaha

Drink: water

Pop: nothing really... Diet gingerale.

Drug: Tylenol 3, miracle drug.

Movie: Boondock Saints or Memento. The weird ones.

Store: the jewelery store at Rideau. Club Monaco too.

Person: my grandmother or my mother

CD: anything with 'Vamos a la Playa' on it, right Linz?

Band/Singer : Weezer, Blur, Bowery Electric, Elvis Presley...

Internet activity: E-mail, Icq, Blogger, www.popcap.com, and makeout



Do You...

Cut Yourself: Only accidentally nowadays

Take meds you shouldn't: Tylenol 3, I guess?

Pick your nose: "Haha, it would appear" <--- what does this mean Linz?!

Lick urself: Oh yeah, all the time.

Whine a lot: I try not to, but it's FRIGGIN' cold!!!

Yell a lot: Never

Hate a lot of people: Nope, none so far

Have too many friends: Can never have enough!

Want to die: Not at the moment

Go to church: Only in spirit! That was the stupidest thing I could have said.

Love school: Love is a bit strong, let's call it enjoy.

Have a bf/gf: Don't get me started unless you have all day. Let's say "perhaps".

Have sex: Nope, I'm like a nun or something.

Wear dark colors: I'm wearing all black, so I'll go for yes.

Try to be different: It comes naturally.

Have any piercings: Just a few. More to come?

Break bones a lot: No, I broke my toe once. I went to kick my sister and missed. I do bruise a lot though.

Watch porn: Porn night is every Thursday here.

Dye your hair: Remember the blue incident? I've learned my lesson.

Shave strange places: What do you consider strange...?

Sweet talk people: Daily. The first step is admitting it!



Have you ever...

Kissed someone: I should hope so! That would be so sad!

Had sex: Depends who's reading this.

Frenched someone: Oui, oui!

Given oral sex: *Looking around innocently...*

Attempted suicide: Not successfully!

Killed someone: How did you find out?!

Been raped: Nuh-uh!

Masturbated: "Ok seriously, who hasn't?" <--- hahaha good answer Linz! Well, I haven't! LOL!

Shopped for condoms: Nope, guy's job!

Smoked: Cigarettes, never!

Gotten Drunk: Every weekend here.

Worn rainbow: Rainbow rocks and don't you forget it!

Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Yep, many a time. It's a girl thing.

Left the country: Thankfully.

Had a party with over 30 people: Every weekend here!

Taken nude pictures: Nah, I'm afraid where they might end up!

Taped yourself having sex: Ditto!

Stolen something: I had the klepto faze.

Broken a bone: My poor little toes.

Ran away from home: Nah, I'd never survive.

Burned yourself: Not on purpose, remember when my finger was on fire at the concert?! LMAO!

Caught something on fire: The bonfire in my room rocked.

Made out in the movies: Oh, the memories...

Done *stuff* in the movies: ARIEL!!!!! Omg, hahahaha!

Cheated on someone: Only once... bad idea!

Wanted to cheat on someone: Been tempted, but don't want to.

Fell in love online: Learned from Bruce... I had a huge thing with a 19 year old when I was like 13, we were meant to be. Oh, Jim!

Asked someone out: Yep, girl power!

Been dumped: I prefer to say "ditched" or how about "used"?

Dumped someone: Poor, poor, Joshy on our three-month anniversary.

Had a dream then the next day it happened: Not the next day, but when I was driving Carol home it was sooo freaky cuz I dreamed it exactly.

Watched porn: Not like a whole one. Bits and pieces.

Called a porn hotline: Is that kinda like a pyschic hotline? Hahaha, no.



Pick One:

Cat/Dog: Cat

White/Black: Black

Hot/Cold: Hot

Far/Near: Far

Water/Land: Water

Kiss/Sex: Hmm... depends if it's good! Kiss.

Online/Phone: Phone!

Beer/Book: Book

Novel/Poetry: Novel

Music/Silence: Music, good music though!



Dream Mate...

Short/Long Hair: Short, not bald.

Tall/Short: Tall, not like giant type...

Preppy/Dorky/Druggie: Combo of everything

Freckles/No Freckles: Just a few

Hair Color: Dark. But blondes are hot too... Hmm... Hair's a plus.

Hat/No: No hat!!!!

Fat/Thin: Not honkin' but bigger than me!

Makeup/No Makeup: Well none on my dream mate, that's for sure!

Dressy/Casual: Both

Sex/Kisses: Sexy kisses.

Holding hands/Holding 'other body parts': holding hands



Well that was entertaining...