Today was a high of 13 degrees and I, of course, got carried away with a tiny t-shirt and nearly broke out the flipflops. So, now my tiny t-shirt is covered with Josh's huge hoodie, because it's DARN cold! I spent the whole day with Josh, he came over in the morning and we went shopping downtown, Queen Street and the Eaton Centre. By the end of it, I was falling asleep so we went over to his place to crash for the night. Last night I crashed at Kinley's for the evening, to catch up with him and Sten. I always lose touch with people. Tomorrow (or more accurately, today) I'm heading up North to my grandmother's place. I'm dreading it, she's a little bit loopy and it's never much fun. That and her boyfriend (companion more accurately, but he's been a grandfather to me for the past five or so years) is wasting away of cancer in the hospital and I'll have to visit him. Not that I don't like him, I just hate to see people sick. I have a hard time dealing with it because I'd rather only have happy memories. I'd like to remember people when they were happy and healthy. Not always possible, I know, but I'm content avoiding reality.
I'll Just Keep On Dreaming
"Come to the edge."
"We can't. We're afraid!"
"Come to the edge."
"We can't. We'll fall!"
"Come to the edge."
And they came.
And he pushed them.
And they flew.
-Guillaume Apollinaire

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