Okay, just because I mentioned that guy in my last post, I have seen him everyday for the past three days. Kind of weird when before this I hadn't seen him in over a month. So, now I go through a daily mini heart attack whenever I see him and try to avoid tripping or doing something totally lame. I'm only a klutz when a hot guy is watching, I swear. Dear, I sound like a giggling schoolgirl. Should I just give up and go for it? Josh got in a fight last night, *sigh*. I'm sorry but I need a man, not a boy. Not impressed with him at all lately. I want to go out and do something but I'm too tired... Probably just spend the night in and read and play poker.

"I'm a hero, like Robert de Niro."