I'm actually in a pretty good mood this morning. That's a change, I haven't been waking up in a good mood in a long time. I remember being happy for no reason at all, nothing could kill my mood and I'd be smiley all day. I wonder what happened. First off things are over with Trevor. Finally realized that he wasn't as perfect as he came across. So now there's Randy who is friends with Trevor and since the Trevor thing has admitted that he has had feelings for me all along and wants to get together. Awesome guy, going places, good sense of humour but really deep at the same time. I don't think he's the one for me though, that spark isn't there. We're going to residence formal together next week so we'll see how that goes. Next up is Mike, a guy on my floor who kept hitting on me when I was with Trevor. The night Trevor and I ended things, I was in a bad mood and ended up making out with Mike. Dumb move, I know. He can make me laugh, even when he calls and wakes me up every day at roughly four o'clock in the morning. Nothing special so far, but keeping me entertained. Last but certainly not least is Steve. Steve is the best friend of Bender and Spence, some of the guys who live in the suite next door. He came up here two weeks ago and when we were at the club together we ended up making out. (Not to mention the Mexican guy!!!). It was really good but I didn't think much about it since I still had Trevor (who forgave me for the escapade), the fact that he lives so far away, and I didn't want to screw up anything between him and the boys. We started talking online and I realized how cool he was (he did feel like hell since he found out that I was seeing Trevor and blamed himself). I knew something was going to happen when I found out that him and a bunch of his friends were coming up for the weekend, but I wasn't initiating. Sure enough, there was a repeat performance. It just feels right somehow. He's asleep on the couch right now, him and the guys are leaving today. *Sigh!*
