Omg, I really like Trevor.
I'll Just Keep On Dreaming
"Come to the edge."
"We can't. We're afraid!"
"Come to the edge."
"We can't. We'll fall!"
"Come to the edge."
And they came.
And he pushed them.
And they flew.
-Guillaume Apollinaire
Monday, September 30, 2002
Sunday, September 29, 2002
Notice that this is turning into the guy chronicles of Jenna? Well, let's not break the cycle. The guy on my floor that I was seeing found out that I wasn't too interested and now he won't even talk to me. Other guy on the floor that I was interested in put himself out there but I decided not to go for it, I don't like this dating on the floor thing. But, I got this new guy named Trevor who's on a lower floor and he's so awesome. Carol noticed him weeks ago and refers to him as the sooo-hot-from-far-away-dude. Him and I have been spending a lot of time together (drunken and not) and he seems like a really sweet guy (not to mention gorgeous). I went back to Le Living Room in Gatineau last night to see Rob (the guy with the piercings) and he's absolutely great. This other guy from one of my classes keeps asking me out, but I just don't think it's there; I keep brushing him off. I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving. I'm going to be so screwed up when I see Josh though. Ugh. I wish he was up here with me so everything would be easy for us. Linz, come and see me end of October, beginning of November, it'll rock! Well I'mma go shower, had another LATE night (6am again, eech!). Ciao!
Tuesday, September 24, 2002
So you're sending me on a holiday... I'm in a chipper mood, I'm doing a rhinestone cowboy look today and that makes me cheerful. I'm going to end my thing with the guy on my floor today, hopefully end it that we stay good friends. I'm going to give the guy that I met at the club a call this week, his piercings were so hot. And he actually seems like a nice guy. The other guy on the floor, I'll play it out and see how it goes. That's my guy plan. I sound like a slut.
Sunday, September 22, 2002
I think I dance really well when I'm drunk :) I spent the night in Gatineau (Quebec), at a club/bar with about twenty other people from my floor. It was awesome, we had so much fun. Some hot French dudes for sure, I'm actually going to give one of the guys a call, he was great. I think I like one of the other guys from my floor though. Ugh, floorcest sucks. (To be continued...)
Saturday, September 21, 2002
Do do do :) Just woke up, I spent the afternoon at SnowJam yesterday. Lots and lots of my skater boys and Goldfinger rocked. Rascalz were good if you're into that sorta thing and Simple Plan wasn't too impressive. I'm going to head out today and see Dropkick Murphys, Mudmen, maybe Swollen Members again and treblecharger. There's a cute guy from Montreal asleep on my couch right now and I'd like to go and shower but I'm afraid that I'll wake him up. I had a dream about him last night actually, that we went on a date. Anyhoo... Classes are going good... My parents left for vacation yesterday, grrr... I miss Linz, I want you to come and check out guys with me! Alright, I'mma go shower, French dude or not.
Saturday, September 14, 2002
Well I've been here for two weeks now, and it still feels like I'm at summer camp. I've been having a great time with my suitemates Steph (fun athletic type), Michelle (gorgeous giggly type), Katie (angry drunk type), Carol (Chinese store owner type) and Andrea (down to earth type). We're a mixed bunch but we've all been getting along. Um, what stories can I tell... The other night these guys tried to attack us in our suite and when we finally got them locked out, they tried breaking down the door. That was scary, ended up with security all over our place. Carol insists that we should go to the pool and when people are swimming laps, take flutterboards and balls and things like that and thump them when they come up for air. "Learn to swim with distractions!!!!" Kinda like that Whac-a-Mole game. I was all blah last night because I was missing Josh. To be honest, I do have a new guy now and he wants some sort of commitment, but I told him that I just can't do that right now. He's an amazing guy; it's just that after being with Josh for two years, although we're broken up officially, there's still some attachment. I just wanted to sort of date around, I wasn't expecting something this serious this fast. He reminds me of Josh sometimes, and I don't want it to be just a rebound thing for me. I love Josh, I can't be with him right now, but I'm going to enjoy myself anyways. I miss my friends too, sometimes I just want to giggle with Linz or Sten, or something happens and I know Linz would find it just as hysterical as I do. (You hafta come and visit!) Well, I'mma head out, a bunch of us are going shopping at the Rideau Centre for the day. Ciao!
Tuesday, September 03, 2002
*Groan* *Moan* *Yawn* I'm sooooo tired! Three hours of sleep the night before last and one hour last night, I'm surprised I can still walk! Such is life! It's bad when you go to bed at seven in the morning... Well just taking a break in my room for half an hour, then off to lunch and I think we're going shopping for the afternoon and then doing a barcrawl. I gotta friggin' figure out what to do with Josh. I'm not sure if we're technically broken up right now or on a break or just apart or what. And the Aussies here are TEMPTING!
Monday, September 02, 2002
FROSH WEEK!!! Carleton's been great so far! I'm still soaking wet because I just jumped in the Canal (yes, fully dressed), with about 60 other people. The whole "I'm in University" thing hasn't set in yet, probably because no classes yet. And no, it is not like Felicity. I had an excruciating time leaving Josh. I just couldn't say goodbye. I left his driveway sobbing and had to force myself not to turn around. I miss him. Frosh week has been more than enough to distract me though and my suitemates have been great, as well as all of the guys that we've partied with. Well this is just a quick note, I'm grabbing my rum and coke and heading down to the show!
