St317: PLAYA PLAY ON
gettinfreaky: hullo jenn
St317: PLAYA IN SPANISH IS "BEACH"
gettinfreaky: hmmm
St317: IN ESSENCE, I TOLD YOU TO PLAY ON THE BEACH
gettinfreaky: deep.

Got me some awesome new Lugz, child-size :) Sad, ain't it?!

Guys are so stupid sometimes >:( Josh just managed to make me cranky in 2.4 seconds. I'll blare "Vamos A La Playa", it could cheer anybody up. Works every time :) Umm... what's up with me. Might be heading to Ottawa on Friday, woo hoo! AND I CAN'T GET THE NEW EMINEM SONG OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

mah leg's asleep :(

neu leblanc: I CHALLENGE YOU TO NAME SOMETHING ON THE BACK OF YOUR SHAMPOO THAT WOULD NOT KILL YOU
firstworldwoman: water
neu leblanc: LISTEN TO THIS:
neu leblanc: "HYDROXYPROPL GUAR HYDROXYPROPLTRIMONIUM CHLORIDE"
firstworldwoman: you need better shampoo then sweetheart
neu leblanc: I'M SCARED : (

within a quantity of smoke.
things can become cloudy and thick.
you cut your arms through the air disengaging the subtle choke of lost oxygen.
and struggle, wondering how you surrounded yourself within the mass of lost clarity.

but smokes clear and so will reside fears,
and in a pocket of disturbance you ease into realization that
the sun will always happen tomorrow. moon will always happen tomorrow.
and love will always happen tomorrow, and days to come and so on and so on.

-Neu

PART THREE: Sex
1. What is the subject line of the best porn e-mail you've ever received? Something regarding dongs I suppose.
2. Describe your fantasy sex partner. tall, muscular, handsome, dominating, etc... Benicio Del Toro. Nuf' said, ya'll bettah recognize.
3. Best CD to make sweet love to: Jenna & Josh Mix CD, Bowery Electric
4. Tell us about your love life: Smack it up, flip it, rub it down. I'm very happy, everything I could ever ask for. 'Cept for my Benicio :(

PART TWO: Entertainment and fashion

1. What is the shitty show that you watch alone in your room, secretely pleasured, but if you're at a friends house you just suffer in silence as they channel surf right by it? Cooking For Love, Antiques Roadshow.
2. Name an item of clothing/accessory that you really regret wearing. Back in the day (think kindergarten, nothing recent), I had this pink tracksuit... Ahh, yes...
3. If you were a cartoon character, what would be your never-changing outfit? Something mod.

Button up, buttercup!

What?

1. What's the third letter in your name? First:N Middle: R Last: R
2. What's the worst band you ever saw live? Opening acts... *N Tyce that opened for *N Sync comes to mind... Along with that opening act for Weezer, that hurt.
3. What's the name of a good chinese place in your area? Out of town acutally, the Mandarin. Bamboo Gardens ain't too shabby in town. Or the Orange Chicken at the mall, mmmm....
4. what's on your feet right now? Estrogen and honey.

Which?

1. Brady Bunch or Patridge Family? Neither, Cosby's.
2. Johnny Rotten or Sid Vicious? Both.
3. Batman or Superman? Josh is my superhero.
4. Elvis or James Brown? OMG Elvis. Got ta have it.
5. Beatles or Rolling Stones? T-Rex & David Bowie. These questions are backward-ass.

How?

1. How tall are you? 5'something, I'm not that tall.
2. How many times did you sneeze today? None, at least so far.
3. How do you do? Just peachy.
4. How does the last book you read end? It was choose your own adventure - so it ended how I damn well fucking wanted it to end, trick.
1. Will you have kids? No, but the movie was disturbing.
2. Will this be your last journal entry for some odd weeks? No way buddy.
3. Will you enjoy the company of someone much older than you? My Granny rulez.

PART ONE: Getting to know the real YOU.
1. What was your screen name in
a. 2001- St31, St317, Jennna.
b. 2000- St31, AJness.
c. 1999- St31.
d. 1998- St3.
e. 1997- Was I alive then?.

2. Which are your favorite 3 journals to read? killforlove, jaded83, veggieninja.
3. When you look at yourself in the mirror, you say: "That was some wet, wet lotion."
4. Describe how the music of your favorite band makes you feel. Simple, elevated, minimalistic, creative, self-esteemed, jealous because I wish I wrote it.
5. Surveys are the best tool for procrastination! What should YOU be doing right now? Telling you to suck it. Nah, I'm supposed to back at work in 3 minutes. To be continued...

P.S. Adam, you still haven't come to visit me at work. It's been like five years. Five years of living with grief and woe. Utter devastation.

Jenna: Hey beautiful
Adam: Are you sassing me!?
Jenna: Consider yourself sassed
Adam: I AM NOT AMUSED.
Jenna: You don't enjoy being sassed?
Adam: No! No one does!

I for one, enjoy being sassed.

"Perhaps loneliness brings us closer to God.... If this is true, when I see him I'm going to shove a pencil in His eye..." John, you're the best

I'm so spazzy. I've been alternating between exhaustion, depression and euphoria for the past couple of days. It changes about once an hour. People are doing great things for me :)

Cross your fingers for me, I think I have something great coming up and I could use all the luck that I can get! (Not allowed to divulge secret until deal is complete.)

I woke up pretty crabby and tired this morning and over the course of the day the men at work managed to cheer me up, now I'm all smiley. :) Work is definately looking up, I'll be upgrading my skills in the next week and moving on to more interesting projects. AND, I got to model the red Mountie serge, hehe! Last night was pretty dull, I thought I was doing something with Kristen but of course she was with Kinley so that didn't happen (yet again), couldn't get a hold of Linz, and Josh was working. I watched the last hour of a movie, that's the way to do it, you start watching right in the good part and miss the boring details. Don't even know what it was, but Antonio Banderas does it for me every time. Hahaha, I just put up a new wallpaper on my comp and I keep minimizing the windows so that I can swoon. It's the type of pic that induces heart attacks. I think I'm in love, I'm moving to Boston! Haha! *Jenna attempts to stop hyperventilating* Not sure what I'm up to tonight, I feel like hanging with Linz (I don't think I pull off the word "hanging" very well, please bear with me), and if that fails I'll be with Josh. Final episode of 'The Bachelor' tonight, any other female watchers out there want to marry the damned guy themselves?! I see no reason why he needs to get a bride on television, he's beyond a dream. Alright, I'll stop drooling about my men, I'm outta here!

Miss me? Well, I really got home the day before yesterday but I'm still sooo jetlagged that I haven't hit my computer. Paris was great, absolutely gorgeous and a ton of fun. Not really what I expected it to be, can't explain that but nice nontheless. Spent hundreds upon hundreds of dollars. I'm chronic. Work has gotten a lot better, or maybe it's just the nice weather. Although the air conditioning isn't turned on and it's boiling in there. The guys that I work with are all a lot of fun, colourful group. This entry sounds depressing. I'm not depressed, I'm just really tired. I'm trying to be upbeat but it's just not working. Not even my usual 1000 exclamation points. Sorry. Josh just left because I was so tired so maybe I should give up on this "awake" thing. Goodnight! *Exclamation point!!!!*

Aurevoir ya'll, I'm heading off to Paris (yes France, no not Paris Ontario). I leave tomorrow and will be home next Wednesday, behave yourselves in my absence! Try not to miss me too much! Gentille alouette and all that jazz, I'm off to eat a baguette in a cafe with Jean-Francois Baptiste!

I'm slacking on this thing... I'm just home on my lunch break, Jenna is working for a living, and let me tell you it sucks. I'm going to retire and become a princess. It's day 3 of work for me, so far quite boring but it has it's moments, and really nice people working in there. I'm soooo tired though, and I don't mean to whine. Eight to four at RCMP and the occasional 5:15 to 9:15 at The Bay. Ugh, shoot me now, I just want to sleep. I can't wait for Paris... My cousins are in town from Jamaica so it's been doubly hectic. Paris is calling me. I can't escape from the sky.